I’ve been sitting in the same place for thirty minutes thinking about how to move. What do I do? Why is my heart beating so fast? Why do I worry… About worrying? Ok. My husband did injure himself swinging from a tree. He will require surgery next Wednesday.I only recovered from neck surgery myself seven […]Read More Cold lie
Who do you talk to when things are so absurd in your mind that you know whatever comes out of your mouth will likely make you feel even worse? I have been known to mostly hold my breath in along with all of my chaotic emotions until I become sick. Multiple Sclerosis and high anxiety […]Read More Bender, I am afraid. Alone.
Went to bed at 9:00 PM woke up at 3:00 AM. I could just go ahead and get up, do some laundry, cook chilli, argue with Anxiety about writing again. Ugh, Anxiety you are a real piece of shit. You should be thanking me Rach. Look at all you have accomplished and bonus Xanex in […]Read More Cephalomancy Chilli
I had just finished lunch with my daughter casually watching tv thinking, I should try to write something. My anxiety and I were discussing the terms of me being capable of doing anything today. Writing was not going to happen said my anxiety. You don’t know how to set up this blog correctly, no one is […]Read More Humor in dying, because THERE ARE NO TIME MACHINES!