Cold lie

I’ve been sitting in the same place for thirty minutes thinking about how to move. What do I do? Why is my heart beating so fast? Why do I worry… About worrying? Ok. My husband did injure himself swinging from a tree. He will require surgery next Wednesday.I only recovered from neck surgery myself seven […]

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Bender, I am afraid. Alone.

Who do you talk to when things are so absurd in your mind that you know whatever comes out of your mouth will likely make you feel even worse? I have been known to mostly hold my breath in along with all of my chaotic emotions until I become sick. Multiple Sclerosis and high anxiety […]

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Cephalomancy Chilli

Went to bed at 9:00 PM woke up at 3:00 AM. I could just go ahead and get up, do some laundry, cook chilli, argue with Anxiety about writing again. Ugh, Anxiety you are a real piece of shit. You should be thanking me Rach. Look at all you have accomplished and bonus Xanex in […]

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Entertain

via Daily Prompt: Entertain I am trying to entertain the thought that I won’t erase this blog one thousand times before I have the balls to post this pic of the small sculpture example of me having anxiety. Made the sculpture while I entertained myself to get rid of anxiety. The fact that it sucked […]

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